As a high school student, I am totally clueless.
Clueless to the level of having no idea why am I even exist so when I finally
get into medical school I kind of "just go with the flow" muttering
things like "I want to help people" to everyone that asked me why I
want to be a doctor without any intention to actually live by the words. I
remember vividly how happy I am to have new friends all around, those that stay
my best friends until this very day : exploring jogja, freedom of finally
living on our own, joined organizations - First year excitement.
It was basically a fine life to live but I knew deep
down that something was missing, something within myself and it is the journey
to find that something I have lot to do with this place.
During weekdays or even weekends on my first year I
usually passed this part of the campus on my way from the dorm to the faculty
(vice versa) so I got familiar with this place. It is here where I started to
think about everything, lots of them including to do well in school, and guess
what? I did. Though I was so clueless I know that I need to do well with
everything-academic, what good will this do-well bring for me? No idea. At
least my parents won't cut my pocket money off hahaha.
Mostly, I don't remember what I
thought about specifically but I always know that I won't be the person that I
am now without the golden light from those streetlight streaming down, while I
realizing that Allah will never leaves us alone so I need to have a little more
faith, or that the green shoes I just bought have nothing to match with.
Priorities, as my mind decided.
Now that I am really close to my Hippocratic oath, the
memories flow in and suddenly I am a ball of emotion. Seesshh. After this, life
may be more challenging but I know, everything that I need is right within its
place. Here is where everything began and from here, we'll take higher.
Semoga kita bermanfaat, menjadikan Indonesia lebih baik!
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