Dandelion

Have you seen that movie where the lead woman cries out for leaving her lover? Except that I don’t have that lover, I actually feeling like crying, leaving Jogja. Internship is finally here and it is not like I am leaving forever but stiiilllll These days I only eat my jogja-food compromise of Lotek bu Bagyo, genther, sushi, Tempo gelato and some more lotek bu Bagyo. I have been on borderline emotional as well. At first, I felt lost then nervous then excited all in less than 12 hours bhahaha. My flight was at night so in the morning I drove around two hours just because I want to feel Jogja again and felt so nostalgic before getting excited again somehow like 5 minutes after. Jogja for me is home as well as for those willing to share the humane flaws within themselves. A place that provide warm and familiarity to human longing for place to be called home. Certainly, like every place it in the world Jogja has its own lack and not really everyone find Jogja as t

So we start 2018 with drama. By we I mean me and myself. It was quite a nice friday night, January 29 th I drove to an internet café to check its wifi’s speed for my internship-portal-combat but since the wifi is only available at the outdoor area I have to go from one table to another avoiding smoker customers because I just hate to inhaled or having my clothes (and my hair!) smells like cigarettes. The problem was to my forgetfulness I did not charge my laptop beforehand, so while running some programs on it and moving in between tables my laptop suddenly turned off. I was not panicked because it was not really the first time. Little did I know that a disaster just took place. When I finally reached the plugs and turned it on it did not respond. My laptop has turned off completely and showed no signs of actually about to restart itself as usual. So I stupidly did the manual restart. Nothing shows. NOTHING. Only that little loading sign and it turned off again. MEN, WHA