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The coffee or you

As I sip this coffee of mine, a Gunung Kelir type
My mind has decided to think about you;
Your presence and your eyes
It's soft yet strong - both are in your words
Humble yet affirming - your attitude need no talk
Deep yet bold - that brilliant mind of yours
Firm and whole. Complete as one.
But even more what make me miss you it's not all of those
It is your laugh and voice
The silly and clingy you
Your jokes and what not
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Now if it wasn't too much, may I ask you once?
Why is it that every time I think of you it is the "better me" that I want to become?

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