The struggle is real

I always have my own preference on anything : Perfume, shoes, handbags, watch, accessories -though I am not wearing it often-, clothes even jilbab but dang! when it comes to make up my knowledge and preference would be just as good as a 6^th grade girl -or even worse you guys know how kids these days…- and it started to become a problem now because I am reaching this certain age when wedding invitation came in your name instead of your parents’ meaning both the pressure and your willing will push you to be present at the wedding, witnessing the beautiful moment of love that finally find its way, its home.

But then, as it always is -having no idea when does this ‘rule’ came out- girls will need clothes, jilbab and its friends and even makeup! Those guys are really lucky that they just need to tuck in their shirt and that’s all. Well, okay these days such invitation increase as most of my collages and seniors are getting married then the need to learn how to do a proper simple makeup is also equivalently increasing. Oh. Headache.

Last time was Vetta’s brother, Koh Renald’s wedding. It was an awesome wedding ceremony held in a round-table-kind-oh-people-look-so-gorgeous-and-stunning-kind-of-ceremony so it is simply rude to just popping up with the casual look, and so I got everything basically -well I didn’t have the jilbab that I plan to buy but whatev it counts the same haha- from shoes to dress to handbag and already in Semarang before finally facing the real problem of : How do I do makeup?

All I know about makeup are mascara and lipstick and for that two items I have proper knowledge super basic knowledge and little of the stuff as well but I don’t have the foundation, powder, eyeliner and its friends. Crap. I don’t even have any idea on how to do the eye-shadow but all thanks to Disa for actually giving me my first eye-shadow palette that I wasted because of my inadequate experience *facepalms* so I kind of messed my eyes a lot that night, wearing only baby power -Yes, that Cussons baby powder, I know- lipstick and mascara. I was sooo upset on myself like : How could it be that I learned to differentiate each member of Big bang boyband but having no idea on basic things like this??!! Wait, is this even a basic thing??

Despite the drama... *blow nails*

Okay, I have no time for self-debating just apply everything and if they ask I could pretend that my boyfriend just dumped me so I cried a river. Fine, that may not working as well because my friends know I have none, actually. Haahhh another crap. But aside from the make-up drama, the wedding was amazing and both the bride and groom look so stunning and all happy and then next thing I know is two days from that day, I found myself watching tutorial on how to apply eye-shadow. Yes.

So girls out there, if you’re 20-something then maybe you should considering yourself to learn a lil bit of this and that about makeup. It should not be your topmost priority of course, but really consider it. HAHAHA. Now bye!