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Tranquil Birthday

Around three weeks ago was my birthday. I turned 23. Like, whoa! Life’s passing so fast right?

As we grow older, we human have the intention to be more serious and more mature (or at least try to haha) but sure still we cherish every single thing that can keep our soul young, we are complicated just like that, so yeah balancing life to put it easy. As this year, the morning I turned 23 after pray and all I thought to myself “So, what? What is it with being 23?” I still feel like the person I am yesterday and because things are going to be a little more challenging very soon I think it’s okay to spaced myself out for a couple of hours and think and since I am kind of nature kiddos -I feel so much at ease every time I go to mountain or beach or such- I decided that I will going to Kaliurang.

For those who has no idea what kaliurang is, well is name of an area near the Merapi mountain (about merapi mountain you can google it yourself bahahaha) then that morning I went there, all by myself. I  actually have this bunch of dearest friends I actually can go with, but no darling, this time it is much more of a me time. I want to know where am I, and how far have I been?

Then there is this one particular museum I really love to visit called museum Ullen Sentalu (You guys definitely need to visit it if you’re visiting Jogja anytime) so I went there. But because I have this special ability to get lost a.k.a nyasar I couldn’t find the museum directly and end up in a small café that turns out to be a right place to visit.










I do enjoy the scenery of the greenish color of the trees, the breezing wind, the smell of the mountain and the gloomy weather as I walked slowly along the road after ordering myself a toast. It was just nice you know, having that kind of tranquility all for yourself and definitely it takes my mind of things, clearing things from this so fogged brain.

So it occurred to me as I was walking that as in breathing, in life we should give to balance what we take. I mean I take a lot for 23 years. A lot of chances and sustenance that other people may only wish to have. The iman-and-islam, health, education, family and friend and a lot more I think I might spend days just to count and I will never finished. And what have been giving so far? As the young blood or so it called running through my veins, I feel that I’ve been done very little in giving back. Then there it goes, I have to give back. Or at least try to.

And as I being grateful for this blessings I have, I know that I definitely need this kind of me time every once and then. A tranquility.

Allah is definitely, the Ar Rahman, Ar Rahiim

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